nothing much happened these few days, and its a good thing i suppose.. went to Tampines with parents on Christmas eve and the crowd is really big.. and my dad got me a dora-photoframe too.. haha now my glass cabinet is 3/4 full of doraemon stuff, and the other 1/4 is reserved for my sylvanian family... my dad suggest that i should get another cabinet just for doraemon...
anyway, did jigsaw with my bro on christmas day... his pooh bear jigsaw given by his fren.. went out with lh yesterday, to simei for dinner and pool, and then to tampines to get a puzzle frame for my sis's bday present... he got me a box of choco and vochers.. so happy... but feel so bad i din prepare anything for him.. =p
going to Leisure World with mama and 4th aunt tonite.. hope they win alot alot.. haha..
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
X'mas eve
Had an early exchanging of x'mas gift with my family last nite, cos sis won't be back till tmr.. am so happy to have receive so many doraemon stuff... sis bought me a dora-bag, dora-softoy, a sylvanian family baby train, 3 dora-notices to be hung on cars... bro got me a dora-photoframe... mum got me a dora-stationary holder... ^_^
they make me feel as if im still a little kid who's so loved by all.. i got my sis a x'mas shirt, and my bro some pooh bear stuff... the 3 of us also shared to buy a scholl shoe for mum.. didn't get anything for dad, cos its hard to get things for him... he say he'll get what he likes, and we don't have to go to the expenses... haha still remember that i got him a goldlion polo-shirt last year, and he's complaining about the lousy material after wearing for a few times... anyway, am really glad that i have a happy family!
went to lib yesterday and borrowed a few books.. finished reading one of them - Xiao Wang Zi.. perhaps i've read it before some years ago, but i can't really remember.. i would say that its a simple yet deep story.. it may seem as a simple fairy tale, but on a deeper understanding, there seems to be philisophical arguements... it lead me to deep thoughts.. of life.. of our goals.. so i thought: what is my goal in life? it's a difficult question to answer i suppose. at least to me. presently, i can't even decide which course in university to pursue, much less to say my goal in life. maritime studies or chinese studies? it seems to be of 2 extremes, but a guy - Zheng He linked the 2 together 600 years ago. after reading part of xiao wang zi in lib yesterday, i pondered over the question of my goal in life, and i proceed to borrow a book on Zheng He and the maritime industry of southeast asia. have only started to read, and hopefully i'll be able to make a better decision after finish reading the book.
shall stay at home this x'mas eve, and immerse myself in... whatever i want to do... read, write, watch dvds, sleep... had a sleepless nite last nite with headache and gastric.. lucky all the pain went off when i woke up... but sometimes i really enjoy not sleeping at nite, cos its the best time for me to sort out my thinkings as everyone is asleep and is quiet...
Merry Christmas to all!
they make me feel as if im still a little kid who's so loved by all.. i got my sis a x'mas shirt, and my bro some pooh bear stuff... the 3 of us also shared to buy a scholl shoe for mum.. didn't get anything for dad, cos its hard to get things for him... he say he'll get what he likes, and we don't have to go to the expenses... haha still remember that i got him a goldlion polo-shirt last year, and he's complaining about the lousy material after wearing for a few times... anyway, am really glad that i have a happy family!
went to lib yesterday and borrowed a few books.. finished reading one of them - Xiao Wang Zi.. perhaps i've read it before some years ago, but i can't really remember.. i would say that its a simple yet deep story.. it may seem as a simple fairy tale, but on a deeper understanding, there seems to be philisophical arguements... it lead me to deep thoughts.. of life.. of our goals.. so i thought: what is my goal in life? it's a difficult question to answer i suppose. at least to me. presently, i can't even decide which course in university to pursue, much less to say my goal in life. maritime studies or chinese studies? it seems to be of 2 extremes, but a guy - Zheng He linked the 2 together 600 years ago. after reading part of xiao wang zi in lib yesterday, i pondered over the question of my goal in life, and i proceed to borrow a book on Zheng He and the maritime industry of southeast asia. have only started to read, and hopefully i'll be able to make a better decision after finish reading the book.
shall stay at home this x'mas eve, and immerse myself in... whatever i want to do... read, write, watch dvds, sleep... had a sleepless nite last nite with headache and gastric.. lucky all the pain went off when i woke up... but sometimes i really enjoy not sleeping at nite, cos its the best time for me to sort out my thinkings as everyone is asleep and is quiet...
Merry Christmas to all!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
new skin
it has been ages since i last blogged here... had nothing to do, so change to a new Doraemon skin... 'A' levels ended a more than a month ago, but i'm still at home...
Why has it always to be when i'm facing a major examination that something so disastrouse struck me? It happened during my 'O' Levels, and its even worse during my 'A' Levels... Indeed, yy is right, hospital isn't a conducive place for examinations... but what can i do? just hope that everything will be fine, and i will be able to get into university... i really have no expectations, or rather, i don't dare to have, because i knew how badly i've done, esp for Maths, which most people said its easy... Perhaps, deep down in me, i've made the worse preparation -- to retake again next year... Saying all these now is useless, i just hope everything turns out fine...
Really wish to thank my family and frens and teacher for encouraging me during my exams, else i might have given up and retake next year... i know it sounds silly, but at that point in time, i am really confused... because i knew i am not in the best condition, but yet i don't wish to waste another one year of mine.. but taking the exams in such conditions might waste my 2 years of efforts... but i must say, that i really tried my best, though it could have been better under normal conditions... i shall say that i have no regrets for taking the exams, as that is my choice, and whatever the results, i really have done my best... ...
Why has it always to be when i'm facing a major examination that something so disastrouse struck me? It happened during my 'O' Levels, and its even worse during my 'A' Levels... Indeed, yy is right, hospital isn't a conducive place for examinations... but what can i do? just hope that everything will be fine, and i will be able to get into university... i really have no expectations, or rather, i don't dare to have, because i knew how badly i've done, esp for Maths, which most people said its easy... Perhaps, deep down in me, i've made the worse preparation -- to retake again next year... Saying all these now is useless, i just hope everything turns out fine...
Really wish to thank my family and frens and teacher for encouraging me during my exams, else i might have given up and retake next year... i know it sounds silly, but at that point in time, i am really confused... because i knew i am not in the best condition, but yet i don't wish to waste another one year of mine.. but taking the exams in such conditions might waste my 2 years of efforts... but i must say, that i really tried my best, though it could have been better under normal conditions... i shall say that i have no regrets for taking the exams, as that is my choice, and whatever the results, i really have done my best... ...
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Random...
Along with what is lost, some are gained.
Friendships, respect, care, concern, truthfulness, all are changing with times.
Just like the Moon, which is changing often, but eventually, it will go back to the same thing, following a pattern, everything seems to be following a pattern. Time may have passed, but eventually, what has happened has become a fact, and will always be there.
What is eternal? Perhaps nothing. No. Maybe scars and wounds are. Yes they are. They will never vanish, so why try to forget? Nothing traumatical will be forgotten. Nothing can become everything, and everything can also means anything... ...
Friendships, respect, care, concern, truthfulness, all are changing with times.
Just like the Moon, which is changing often, but eventually, it will go back to the same thing, following a pattern, everything seems to be following a pattern. Time may have passed, but eventually, what has happened has become a fact, and will always be there.
What is eternal? Perhaps nothing. No. Maybe scars and wounds are. Yes they are. They will never vanish, so why try to forget? Nothing traumatical will be forgotten. Nothing can become everything, and everything can also means anything... ...
Thursday, July 27, 2006
after 1 year...
its been 1 year since my last post here.. have no idea why i abandoned this blog last year and why i suddenly have the urge to blog here again... perhaps its the series of things that happen recently and the timing of the year that reminds me of certain things? Anyway, i seriously hope that things are really getting better...
hope my sis is feeling better... it came as a shock to the family... who'll know that after 8+ years, they made that ultimate decision and she said that there's no more chance of reviving the situation... I believe it hurts, to both of them and their family... then my sis told me that 2006 is a bad year... to her of cos it is... but to me, no one year will be worse than 2004... haiz.. juz as susan said, alot of things yi yan nan jing...
On a happier note, had a few happy encounters yesterday.. cos i suddenly received a msg from Susan... and i dreamt of someone whom i really chong bai...
all in all, it seems that whenever that date gets near, there'll just be events and issues that are related to it, and reminds me of it, makes me all upset again..........
hope my sis is feeling better... it came as a shock to the family... who'll know that after 8+ years, they made that ultimate decision and she said that there's no more chance of reviving the situation... I believe it hurts, to both of them and their family... then my sis told me that 2006 is a bad year... to her of cos it is... but to me, no one year will be worse than 2004... haiz.. juz as susan said, alot of things yi yan nan jing...
On a happier note, had a few happy encounters yesterday.. cos i suddenly received a msg from Susan... and i dreamt of someone whom i really chong bai...
all in all, it seems that whenever that date gets near, there'll just be events and issues that are related to it, and reminds me of it, makes me all upset again..........
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