Thursday, July 27, 2006

after 1 year...

its been 1 year since my last post here.. have no idea why i abandoned this blog last year and why i suddenly have the urge to blog here again... perhaps its the series of things that happen recently and the timing of the year that reminds me of certain things? Anyway, i seriously hope that things are really getting better...
hope my sis is feeling better... it came as a shock to the family... who'll know that after 8+ years, they made that ultimate decision and she said that there's no more chance of reviving the situation... I believe it hurts, to both of them and their family... then my sis told me that 2006 is a bad year... to her of cos it is... but to me, no one year will be worse than 2004... haiz.. juz as susan said, alot of things yi yan nan jing...
On a happier note, had a few happy encounters yesterday.. cos i suddenly received a msg from Susan... and i dreamt of someone whom i really chong bai...
all in all, it seems that whenever that date gets near, there'll just be events and issues that are related to it, and reminds me of it, makes me all upset again..........