Happy NEW YEAR!!! May 2013 be a better year for all!!! :D
A year ago, ushered in 2012 in Ipoh with Deary, sis and Zan... Today, I'm going to say good-bye to 2012 and usher in 2013 in JB with Deary...
It has been an eventful year. As expected a Dragon year is often a year full of misfortunes for a Dragon... it has been quite a difficult year for me, especially on my health... With platelet counts dropping to as low as 16, and few other occassions where platelet counts is at a worrying level, I wonder if my positive outlook on life and everything is useful. Always heard that being optimistic and having a positive outlook on life is beneficial to all types of illnesses, but why doesn't it seemed to be the case? Anyway, due to all these low platelets, doc intro a new type of med, which cost more than $10 everyday... Well, if the med is good, then i wun mind the money, afterall, nothing is more important than our health... however, it doesn't seemed to be very good.. or perhaps it is, its just that my rashes are making me all stressed out that i cant seem to focus on the effectiveness of the med... these persistant rashes has been causing me so much stress and inconvenience... it causes lack of confidence as well... really really hope that it will go away soon, as it has gotten slightly better now..
身体状况每况愈下，也不知未来的展望如何……不禁让我联想到“金色摩天轮”里的沈君君。不敢奢望太多，只希望能够开心地度过每一天，并尽量让每一天过得充实，过得有意义。那天和NIE的同学聚会，聊了不少，晓珊向我说了一些她在台湾的经历，以及她的一些感想。不知为何，就有一种想要多了解的心态。因此向她要了一些详情。当时，内心深处曾萌起那么一个念头。那么一个骇人的念头。也许是已厌倦这种起伏不定的病情吧。不过我想，只要没有太大的波动，安于现状未尝不是好事。
2012年，工作还算顺利，没有什么大风大浪，可以说是平平凡凡地过了一年。展望2013，相信事业上会有些许转变。将负责两项较大的活动，希望一切也能够顺顺利利！
这一年，姐姐结婚了。虽然她的家离我们不远，但感觉就是不一样。她出嫁的那一晚，我失眠了。虽然她婚前也常常不在家，但就是有种说不出的不舍，有种莫名的想念……
总是觉得，和父母出国是最幸福的。好享受，好享受那8天的桂林之旅。希望年年都能如此。只求大家都身体安康，那么就能无忧无虑地尽情出国游玩了！
2012年，曾有那么一段时期，好似做了一场梦，想沉睡不醒，想沉迷其中。纵有甜美的感觉，却难免有些许的不安。只想单纯地相处，无需将它复杂化。如梦初醒，一切记忆犹新。抱着美好的回忆，继续展望未来！
