haven been bloggin for long time... finally made up my mind of goin tj... dunno wat to say nw... hav been sick since yest, mind is blank, slept almost for the whole day yest...

nw, though i've made up my mind of goin tj, im still afraid... afraid of the explanations part.... haiz.. y muz everyting be linked together? tink i shd try nt to tink bout it... though i know tat doin so is onli tao bi xian shi... perhaps im juz too worried bout tings tat doesn't requires mi to worry bout... ya bu yao wei mei you bi yao de fan nao er fan nao.. as in, even if i'm worried, tings wun change to any beta... maybe i shall juz give ppl stupid excuses...