went Chinatown with parents on Sat nite, the 亮灯仪式。Though its very crowded, but like to go and kueh seoh, like that then have CNY atmosphere ma.. lol... went to Popular at The Majestic before my parents reached, and the Chinese books there are having promotions! Up to 70%, and so I bought 2 books.. haha a great deal indeed...
had tuition at The Mentor on Sunday, and had a new Sec 2 student joining the class.. tuition was ok esp with Roland entertaining us... went hougang mall with nick after tuition for dinner, and he had salad as usual. lol.. was talking about the difference between Orang Utan and Gorilla and i was saying they both look the same except for the color, so he say go popular to look at the books.. and we conclude that Orang Utans are the ones with smiling and Gorilla are often with a sad face.. lol... chatted alot with him and had a drink at Kopitiam while watching soccer match between Thailand and Vietnam before heading home.
looking forward to the tuition class on Sun. haha.. anyway this week is a busy week i have events planned almost the whole week till next Mon.. lol.. going to enjoy myself!
I sometimes wonder if it is just another excuse for me to behave this way or is it what I ought to be. I seriously don't want to blame everything on it and create excuses to make myself feel better, but is it actually a fact or not? I really do not have the answer. I wish I can be just like any other person, working and leading a normal life, but sometimes I really have no idea if it will be possible, be it now or in the future. Even they can't assure me of what's going to happen in the future, because they have no idea what are those anti-bodies! All they can do is to try to keep it under control, but they can't promise me, they can't give me gurantees.........
I really don't like this kind of life. I know I should think positively, but sometimes, its hard to especially if I have to deal with all kinds of people......
黑暗也是一种力量。人，就是从挫折中成长与累积经验。为何？为何总是发生在那么关键的时刻？一年四季，就得选在那将断定我的前程的时刻发作吗？上天为何如此的不公平？我有很多很多的问号，但我知道，不是所有问题都有答案的。。。
Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
finally meet up with gh they all on sat.. its been so long, actually we did meet up after the 'a's, but sat's meeting was more fun! went shopping at vivo, chinatown to check out tour packages, then to orchard for dinner.. sadz that angel cant join us, but hopefully our planned trip to jb for food+shopping will be successful!
somehow you will know that there are always some frens out there who'll always be there for you, and although we may not be seeing each other very often, we all know that we will remain as best friends... perhaps some ppl might think otherwise, and what i said does not apply to all frens also... but i shall say that im lucky to have a group of frens whom i can really count on in times of need.. they might not see this, but i juz want to say that i really cherish our frenship...
however, there are also ppl who are insensitive with words, perhaps its becos im too sensitive? but anyway, im tryiing hard not to take it to heart, because its juz a waste of my time.. have heard alot of rumours about that person even before knowing her, but i din know it was her after we came rather good frens... indeed those rumours somehow affected my impression towards her, but overall it did not affect much, cos i believe that what's most important is what i see and what i perceive.. but perhaps as time pass by, i got to know more about her insensitive-ness.... really... i hate to talk about it, but whenever she says something so insensitive that hurts me, i cant help it but to feel sad.. 我们当酒肉朋友就算了吧！
somehow you will know that there are always some frens out there who'll always be there for you, and although we may not be seeing each other very often, we all know that we will remain as best friends... perhaps some ppl might think otherwise, and what i said does not apply to all frens also... but i shall say that im lucky to have a group of frens whom i can really count on in times of need.. they might not see this, but i juz want to say that i really cherish our frenship...
however, there are also ppl who are insensitive with words, perhaps its becos im too sensitive? but anyway, im tryiing hard not to take it to heart, because its juz a waste of my time.. have heard alot of rumours about that person even before knowing her, but i din know it was her after we came rather good frens... indeed those rumours somehow affected my impression towards her, but overall it did not affect much, cos i believe that what's most important is what i see and what i perceive.. but perhaps as time pass by, i got to know more about her insensitive-ness.... really... i hate to talk about it, but whenever she says something so insensitive that hurts me, i cant help it but to feel sad.. 我们当酒肉朋友就算了吧！
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
met up with wanying and xinrou last thurs, intending to watch one last dance, but in the end we toss a coin to decide between one last dance and pans labyrinth. and we watched pans labyrinth, not a very nice show i would say, it seems that the fairytale is only a small portion of the show and not really link to the whole show, but there are some funny parts though.. went suntec after movie and walk around before going home...
went for badminton at tampines changkat with the usual ppl on sat, quite a nice game, and we walk to simei eastpoint after that. eastpoint had some renovation i think, and there are more shops now, kinda like marina square those small small shops.. bought a pink skirt..
sun was a rainy day, went to yishun for brunch then to woodlands... taufik was at causeway point for some autograph session, that explains the big crowd there.. anyway, nth much to shop as i have nth much to buy..
went tuition on mon before going ps to watch one last dance! finally.. yupz it was a nice show though a bit complicated. got a pair of nike shoes also =)
sometimes in life, many things are better left unexplained, because not everyone understands. sometimes even people closest at heart will hurt you because they failed to understand, so it'll be a better choice not to explain at all. this sounds kind of familiar, did i write this before 2 years ago? anyway, we learn through different situations in different stages of life...
went for badminton at tampines changkat with the usual ppl on sat, quite a nice game, and we walk to simei eastpoint after that. eastpoint had some renovation i think, and there are more shops now, kinda like marina square those small small shops.. bought a pink skirt..
sun was a rainy day, went to yishun for brunch then to woodlands... taufik was at causeway point for some autograph session, that explains the big crowd there.. anyway, nth much to shop as i have nth much to buy..
went tuition on mon before going ps to watch one last dance! finally.. yupz it was a nice show though a bit complicated. got a pair of nike shoes also =)
sometimes in life, many things are better left unexplained, because not everyone understands. sometimes even people closest at heart will hurt you because they failed to understand, so it'll be a better choice not to explain at all. this sounds kind of familiar, did i write this before 2 years ago? anyway, we learn through different situations in different stages of life...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
new year resolutions
i realised that i haven't written my new year resolutions.. it's 9 days late, but i shall still write:
1. better health for me and family
2. good results that allows me to get into Maritime Studies/Chinese Studies
3. learn driving
4. beijing trip with family
5. forget about the unhappiness in the past year
6. relief teaching job
7. exercise more
8. stop pred
i guess that's about all? haha.. anyway tuition is a good way to earn money.. short hours but good pay.. lol..
went to watch Night At the museum last sat after badminton at tampines.. a really hilarious show.. haven't watched such a funny show for a long time.. going to watch One Last Dance and Que Sheng 3..
1. better health for me and family
2. good results that allows me to get into Maritime Studies/Chinese Studies
3. learn driving
4. beijing trip with family
5. forget about the unhappiness in the past year
6. relief teaching job
7. exercise more
8. stop pred
i guess that's about all? haha.. anyway tuition is a good way to earn money.. short hours but good pay.. lol..
went to watch Night At the museum last sat after badminton at tampines.. a really hilarious show.. haven't watched such a funny show for a long time.. going to watch One Last Dance and Que Sheng 3..
Thursday, January 04, 2007
its already the 4th day of the new year 2007! but what have i achieved??? dreamt of alot of things... alot of classmates, frens, teachers.. perhaps i'm too free? juz like 2 years ago when he said the same thing to me? I am wondering if i should apply at cfps, but its kinda far..
anyway, went to Cote 'D Azur yesterday for turkey feast.. wanted to swim but kinda lazy after eating.. =p wanted to go Parkway also, but its rather late and i havent got anything to buy...
nth much to update.. sis is back from genting! she'll be home tonite... wanna see wat goodies she bought for us.. haha..
anyway, went to Cote 'D Azur yesterday for turkey feast.. wanted to swim but kinda lazy after eating.. =p wanted to go Parkway also, but its rather late and i havent got anything to buy...
nth much to update.. sis is back from genting! she'll be home tonite... wanna see wat goodies she bought for us.. haha..
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year to all!!!
30th Dec 2006:
went East Coast Park picnic cum cycling with lib excos.. only singwei, shurong, raf, sihui n me but its very fun! haha cycle double-seater with raf, first time trying the double-seater, not as hard though.. yupz and i made potato salad, and we also had sandwiches, cookies, chips n cakes.. played dai dee and some other card games before we finish the potato salad.. then went cycling... after that we played at the beach before heading home.. really nice outing.. havent been to the beach for a long time, and i really enjoyed it.. ^_^
at night went bbq at liqing cousin's house.. feels nice to see the relatives again, feel just like chinese new year.. haha.. but my aunties and cousin-in-law said i gained looked better(meaning i gained fats..) sadz.. but nvm, hopefully i'll be back to normal after stopping the medicine.. an enjoyable day!
New year eve:
slept almost the whole day away, cos am really tired... went punggol plaza with mum at night... and then went home and sleep through the new year...
New Year:
woke up and its a brand new 2007! received lots of sms greetings from frens and even from Mrs Kee! so surprised.. anyway, hopefully year 2007 is a great year ahead, with lots of happiness and peace and love and hope and all the good things! for my family, my frens as well as for myself!
30th Dec 2006:
went East Coast Park picnic cum cycling with lib excos.. only singwei, shurong, raf, sihui n me but its very fun! haha cycle double-seater with raf, first time trying the double-seater, not as hard though.. yupz and i made potato salad, and we also had sandwiches, cookies, chips n cakes.. played dai dee and some other card games before we finish the potato salad.. then went cycling... after that we played at the beach before heading home.. really nice outing.. havent been to the beach for a long time, and i really enjoyed it.. ^_^
at night went bbq at liqing cousin's house.. feels nice to see the relatives again, feel just like chinese new year.. haha.. but my aunties and cousin-in-law said i gained looked better(meaning i gained fats..) sadz.. but nvm, hopefully i'll be back to normal after stopping the medicine.. an enjoyable day!
New year eve:
slept almost the whole day away, cos am really tired... went punggol plaza with mum at night... and then went home and sleep through the new year...
New Year:
woke up and its a brand new 2007! received lots of sms greetings from frens and even from Mrs Kee! so surprised.. anyway, hopefully year 2007 is a great year ahead, with lots of happiness and peace and love and hope and all the good things! for my family, my frens as well as for myself!
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