went Chinatown with parents on Sat nite, the 亮灯仪式。Though its very crowded, but like to go and kueh seoh, like that then have CNY atmosphere ma.. lol... went to Popular at The Majestic before my parents reached, and the Chinese books there are having promotions! Up to 70%, and so I bought 2 books.. haha a great deal indeed...
had tuition at The Mentor on Sunday, and had a new Sec 2 student joining the class.. tuition was ok esp with Roland entertaining us... went hougang mall with nick after tuition for dinner, and he had salad as usual. lol.. was talking about the difference between Orang Utan and Gorilla and i was saying they both look the same except for the color, so he say go popular to look at the books.. and we conclude that Orang Utans are the ones with smiling and Gorilla are often with a sad face.. lol... chatted alot with him and had a drink at Kopitiam while watching soccer match between Thailand and Vietnam before heading home.
looking forward to the tuition class on Sun. haha.. anyway this week is a busy week i have events planned almost the whole week till next Mon.. lol.. going to enjoy myself!


I sometimes wonder if it is just another excuse for me to behave this way or is it what I ought to be. I seriously don't want to blame everything on it and create excuses to make myself feel better, but is it actually a fact or not? I really do not have the answer. I wish I can be just like any other person, working and leading a normal life, but sometimes I really have no idea if it will be possible, be it now or in the future. Even they can't assure me of what's going to happen in the future, because they have no idea what are those anti-bodies! All they can do is to try to keep it under control, but they can't promise me, they can't give me gurantees.........
I really don't like this kind of life. I know I should think positively, but sometimes, its hard to especially if I have to deal with all kinds of people......

黑暗也是一种力量。人，就是从挫折中成长与累积经验。为何？为何总是发生在那么关键的时刻？一年四季，就得选在那将断定我的前程的时刻发作吗？上天为何如此的不公平？我有很多很多的问号，但我知道，不是所有问题都有答案的。。。