Chinese New Year

初一：
third uncle & family visited us in the afternoon, this year with a baby -- Xavier 胜凯。He's so cute, only 2+ months old but already knows how to recognise people and he seems to be very happy.. haha.. anyway, went to sengkang 崇义宫to pray first then go to 二舅house. As usual, we were the last to reach.. haha.. didn't do anything much except gambling lol.. 五姨妈open chap tee kee for awhile before dinner, then we play poker after dinner.. hmm.. went to the fitness corner near their house, and chatted with sis and Guanquan, discussing about uni life and i asked him more about engineering courses.. and ya, of cos he say that nus is better that ntu.. but perhaps its not up to me to choose which uni to go... took some photos with his new phone also... went off rather early this year, maybe becos no more chap tee kee? haha..

初二：
went to 五姨妈house to 捞鱼生then go to third uncle's place.. travelled from pasir ris all the way to boon lay.. my bro was complaining about wasting his petrol lol cos we went back to pasir ris again from boon lay to go 四姨妈house.. as usual, played poker and chap tee kee until late nite.. sis asked me to join her for mahjong at home, but was too tired as i have to wake up early next morning...

初三：
woke up early in the morning at 8am, to go shurong's house with lib exco... thanks gal for the pizza treat.. played some card games, and bomber man on her playstation.. left at 12+ to go for 13/05 class gathering.. met at simei and only a few girls turn up.. anyway, really have to thank ben ow for organising and being a good host.. played blackjack with them and won a little and they said its due to my red hair? lol... went to 三舅house after that for dinner and poker again.. haha..

初四：
slept alot alot to compensate for my lost of sleep the past few days.. lol.. went to 三姨妈house in the evening for dinner and saw Lifang cousin's baby--Joshua.. he's 6+ months old and also very cute and active... and it was poker time again after dinner.. haha it seems that everywhere i go also gamble.. lol that's our family.. 正所谓小赌怡情.. but its not that small for the banker..

初五：
tuition in the morning.. then played 四色牌with parents and kor in the afternoon.. finally a day at home.. some relatives visited us though.. so it was still a rather fun-filled day..

today:
juz woke up, will be going to 二姨妈house later, guess will be playing poker again..

had alot of dreams these few days.. im always very curious and puzzled about the origins and interpretations of dreams.. wondered if they really do have any meanings.. it seems that no matter how advanced science and technology is, there's no way to decode dreams and no one will be able to give an explaination for having dreams.. 日有所思，夜有所梦。but sometimes, our dreams are really fantasies, so how can they be what we're thinking in the day?

新年快乐！

新春快乐!恭祝大家过个大肥年！
昨晚是除夕夜，和家人在家享用团圆饭后便前往滨海的春到河畔迎新春。这是我们每年的惯例，一定会在团圆饭后到那儿去，并在开年前回家迎新年。那里真的是人山人海，新春气息洋溢四周。以下是一些照片：


我和哥

和哥+姐在地铁

全家福

我和龙大哥

和妈妈和姐姐

Death Penalty

这世界应该有死刑吗？我认为，所谓的杀人偿命，血债血还根本是不可理喻的。既然大家都知道杀人是错的，那为何还要将那杀人犯置之死的呢? 丧失亲人的滋味不好受，那为什么还要让那杀人犯的亲人也承受那种痛苦呢？我们应该做的，是给予他帮助与辅导，让他有个重获新生的机会。
我相信人性本善。人之所以会犯错肯定是受到某事件的影响或刺激，才会萌生恶念。
又是谁给予总统杀人的“权力”？他们不也是个普通人？为何他们就能拥有剥夺他人性命的特权？

did not go for NTU talks on Sun cos sis had rashes so had to help her tuition at The Mentor... missed the talk Maritime Studies and Civil Engineering.. sadz.. but nvm, guessed there'll be another chance after release of results..
anyway, received a call from Sandy saying that she wants me to help her 2 elder children tuition also! haha so happy.. okies, though not earning as much as wanying, but my 20+ hours per mth can get me some half k.. haha.. my earnings will increase if sis ask me to help her go tuition, and if i got a few relief teaching jobs..
going out for dinner with guihao and xinrou later at tampines.. then will be back home to prepare ingredients for popiah!

went Chinatown with sihui and raf on thurs, and it was really crowded even though its a weekday.. had dinner at BK before we shopped the streets.. bought some goodies and muah chee.. had a great time catching up with them, and we might be going back for june camp! yupz that will be very fun..
went JB with mum yesterday.. did abit of shopping and i finally got a shirt to match my skirt! tried the shihlin xxl chicken chop there and its only rm5.50.. rather big portion.. had a nice trip with quite alot of stuff purchased before heading home.. but im so unlucky that i felt dizzy upon reaching home.. sadz.. then vomitted after dinner.. luckily after some self-medication and sleep, im fine now! haha..
and yupz, did i mention that i went meridian pri for relief teaching on monday.. though its only a 1 day job, but it was a nice experience.. even though the kids are abit noisy and i cant really control them lol..
going to buy 年货tonight! am so excited.. have been packing my room in preparation for cny and i shall put up my decorations either later or tomorrow.. oh ya, sis is back from thailand! but haven't seen her yet, so waiting for her to come home tonight.. ya im more looking forward to the presents she got for us =p
off to read my national geographic..

如果

曾经写过一篇作品-“如果”。在那篇作品的结尾，我说不想再说如果了。可是如今，我又幻想了很多很多的如果。。。
如果当初我没有入院，如果我在学校考试，如果我有精力与时间准备，如果我和正常人一样，如果这一切的如果能实现，那该有多好？或许事情没我想象的那么糟。。。旁人对我的期望越高，我就越担心。我担心会辜负了他们对我的殷切期望。确实，我已尽力了，但毕竟当时不是我的最佳状态。
两年前也在会考前经历一件令我心情低落的事件。可是在某人的劝导下，我了解到每件事情的发生都有值得我们学习的地方，而我也渐渐地重拾心情，慢慢地学会忘记。可是为何上天就是如此的不公平？为何要选择在那关键时刻？我从来就不是个怨天尤人的人，可这回我不得不叹说“不公平！”
家人与亲戚都说健康重要，学业次要。我当然晓得，但是我真的不敢想象如果我今年底还需重考。也许我显得很潇洒，说最多就重考，那是因为我曾以为那是不可能发生的事。但现在想想，几率还蛮高的。我不是在意旁人怎么说，我只是觉得很可惜。。。

about me

okies.. being tagged by sam to do this... haha...

Layer ONE: On the Outside
Name: Seah Hui Xin
Birth date: 05/04/1988
Current status: 18, single
Eye colour: Black
Hair colour: Red magenta
Righty or lefty: Righty
Zodiac sign: Dragon

Layer TWO: On the Inside
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: Things to happen at wrong timing...
Your weaknesses: Don't like to explain everything to everyone...
Your perfect pizza: All pieces having different flavours to suit the taste of all who r eating lol..

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: I still want to sleep...
Your bedtime: 11++
Your most missed memory: talking to the somebody of great influence.. lol.. CCS days in cchms & lib days in tjc..

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: no preference..
Macdonalds or Burger King: depends on my mood.. haha
Single or group dates: alternate? haha
Adidas or Nike: adidas, but i prefer new balance..
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Choco!
Cappucino or coffee: white coffee without sugar..

Layer FIVE: Do you..
Smoke: nopez
Curse: nopez
Gone to the mall: yupz of cos.. lol
Been on stage: yupz...
Eaten sushi: yupz...
Dyed your hair: yupz..

Layer SIX: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: nope!
Changed who you were to fit in: nope and i never will cos i don't think there's such a need...

Layer SEVEN:
AgeYou're hoping to be married: leave it to fate...

Layer EIGHT: In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: no preference..
Best hair colour: no preference..

Layer NINE: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: Answering some other layers
1hour ago: cooking fried rice!
1.5 hours ago: on bus home from tampines...
1 month ago: shopping at ikea tampines with lib exco after badminton..
1 year ago: juz any other normal sch day i think..

Layer TEN: Finish the Sentence
I love: my family! doraemon! gallen lo! haha
I feel: trying to enjoy live live to the fullest..
I hate: ppl who are insensitive with words..
I hide: My feelings
I miss: normal life...