Coming to think of it now, perhaps post-exams aren't that fantastic. There will be more matters that requires me to pay attention to and to decide.. Now I can use 'exams' as an excuse that i need to study need to concentrate etc. I have no such reasons after tmr. I wonder if I can handle it. For now I just know that it isn't something that can be solved overnight, it requires time, long long time. Avoidance is not the way out, i will and shall face it bravely, and see how it goes. I cant decide now, it takes time. Hopefully...