Today is Easter day, went CHC easter service as invited by Dear.. was actually abit reluctant to go, or rather am just afraid of feeling awkard upon meeting his cg mates.. Well, of course i still went for it, and I must say that the drama was nice and enjoyable..

Feel abit out of place.. not sure how to describe the feelings also, but just think that the probability of me converting is nearly zero.. Not that i cant believe, its just that i have my own belief now, and im comfortable with it.. dun really see the reason for me to change.. Well, there's no point in me worrying about this issure as i realised... i guess everything is predestined, if its really fated, nothing will be able to stop it.. however, its still a lie to say that the 'problem' is solved, perhaps juz leaving it alone first, or just waiting for fate to bring everything in place...


Out of a sudden, just thought of somebody... somebody who has helped me go through my rough patch of life in 2004... Missed the words... I guess life is always so, people come and go in oour life.. Whats noteworthy 是能够保留那位曾和我的生命旅程交叉的人的回忆，能学习它所带来的话语。也许，某人在我们生命中的某个阶段和我们擦肩而过，都是一个让我们学习经验的机会。因此，人生只是一个让我们学习并累计经验的过程。所有在我们生命中出现的人，都在某种程度上影响过我们...

~I guess the only thing that never changes in life, and that we have to always adapt to changes around us....