Made Kizhang last week, and passed some to Dear's parents on sat... nothing much to blog about these days, although everyday is a happy day.. haha..

but sometimes things just wun turn out the way i wished it would... there are just things that are unpredictable and uncontrollable, perhaps its all predestined, no matter what i do and how positive i am, things will still happen the way they are meant to happen... i just hate this kind of feeling whereby i cant do anything to 'salvage' the situation because no matter what i do, it doesn't help.. there's nothing i can do at all.. why am i stuck in this situation... 我以为我已经看开了，以为一切都不会出问题，但是我还是没有办法阻止‘它们’的入侵。

《内心的城堡》续……
保守森严的城堡，
传来阵阵哀号。
望去是一片颓垣断壁，
堡内更是狼藉不堪。
外与内的双层伤残，
加惧了堡主的伤痛。

巫师有神奇魔药，
让城堡立刻容光焕发，
却没有灵丹妙药，
让堡内恢复正常、平凡。
魔药减少，依旧惨不忍睹。
加加减减，无法平复创伤。