This is a long weekend, cos there were no lessons on thurs and fri... however, it seems that i'm not doing anything constructive for the past 2 days... well at least i went shopping with wanying on wed night, that was something constructive i would say hahah cos i havent went shopping with her for a long time...

went hougang mall with mum in the afternoon for lunch and bought some baking stuff from redman.. goin to try out some stuff next week.. cooked chilli crab for dinner, it was great haha..

time and time again, i thought i'm forgiving... but sometimes, i don't know if i'm too prejudiced against that person or is it that the persons' doings are too ridiculous.. or is it that im not forgiving enough? anyway, i always believe that 人在做，天在看。as long as we're not guilty of what we've done, why bother bout others? but it is easier said than done, especially when i see that person bullying another person... this is really unfair... 一种米养百种人……

It has been an interesting monday for the week, with both happy and unhappy stuff happening.. chinese lesson was usual, but paid more attention than last week haha so the concepts doesn't seem that difficult to grasp..

it was project meeting that poses as a headache.. met our tutor for discussion, and after the meeting with her, seems like everyone in the group and the tutor has same sentiments on 1 person.. its ok, different people have different thinkings, there's nothing we can do if the person is unwilling to accomodate.. anyway, i'm sure we all learnt from this project..

on the other hand, went vivo with dear, had a fun day, playing with the water on rooftop pool, looking at the seaview and stuff.. hhaha and got a small doraemon to keep me company and cheer me up ^_^ so i still love the monday!

子贡方人，子曰：“赐也贤乎哉？夫我则不暇。”

-《论语-宪问篇14.29》

子贡非议他人，孔子说：“子贡，你就那么好吗？我就没有闲功夫议论他人。”

Meaningful phrase... i guess we should think twice before we comment/critisise on others... feel so bad, haha but its just human nature lol...

Miss TAN Wanyier completed her 6k safra fun run today! and she ran all the way(as she said so, i wasn't with her) what a great achievement!!(considering they never really train for it although they always said they want to, end up bringing shoe bag to sch just for 'show' hahahha)

Watched Meet Dave with Deary yesterday.. It was very funny, haven't watched a comedy for ages... (Money no enough 2 is not considered cos i think its so touching im actually crying half the show lol) its nice to have a good laugh, esp in the middle of the week where alot of assignments are due for the week...

Thanks to NTU students union day, lessons are cancelled today... so i don't have to travel all the way for 2 hours of tutorial of which 1 hour is listening to presentations... can 'rest' at home, or rather chiong my moral edu assignment that is due tomorrow.. just realised that i've got no references for the essay...

heard of yet another heart-breaking story of my cousin last night... they already applied for a hdb flat which will be ready in 1-2 years time, but now they're going their separate ways... 是缘分已尽？

Went Seng Kang Anchorvale swimming complex just now.. it was nice!! like a smaller version of the Jurong east swimming complex... just that it doesn't have the lazy river and wave pool.. other than that there's slides, jaccuzzi.. there's also a sheltered pool! can go regardless of weather! haha the gym there seems nice also cos its new hahah..

finished critical thinking essay, now left with 道德教育essay and the moral edu presentation.. think this sem really passes by quickly.. its alr week 3, and alr so many assignments due and done...

saw CK's tag, so i decided to blog abit more today..

相信每当我遇见一个一见如故或是似曾相识的人时，或许就是前世所结下的缘。Sometimes I do wonder why I can say so many things to someone who's just a stranger(eg a teacher who has not taught you before). perhaps it is in our previous life that we owe each other something or we cause some hurt/damage to each other unknowingly, that is why in this life, we got to meet and our task is to 'resolve' the problem.. afterwhich, we proceed on with our own life, with no more dealings with that person(literally), but deep down in our hearts, we may have benefitted greatly from him/her... therefore i think that all those who've crossed our path sometime in our life has got a purpose.. be it to enlighten you(which i interpret as that person oweing you something in the past life hence is here to return the favour) or have conflicts with you(perhaps cos you owe that person something in the past?) no matter what, everyone whom has once entered your life enters for a reason, and we will be able to learn something from it...

this is the same as what i think about things that happened in life... be it good or bad, all things happen for a reason.. and we can all learn from the incident..

i also believe a person's character is very much related to his/her previous life..

Watched 12 Lotus with Mum at TM just now.. it was a nice and touching movie with nice songs... really enjoyed the movie ^_^

Anyway, I just got to know that the Sengkang sports complex has opened!! can go there to swim le...

每个人都有一段悲伤，想隐藏却欲盖弥彰。
--张信哲《白月光》

was clearing my email inbox, and I chanced upon a few emails that i received a few years ago... am somehow affected by those mails.. or rather, by the memories...

"It is normal for a person to feel upset whenever she thinks of difficult periods of her life"
perhaps its really true.. 也不知道为什么，突然间觉得有些沮丧。也许，人在情感脆弱时是会胡思乱想的吧。会不会有那么一天，我会成为他人的包袱？现在正是情感交集之时，既是沮丧，又参杂些许愧疚，又有些害怕、担心甚至是不甘……

是磨练，还是打击？
两件事都留下阴影。
是从中学习？
是吸取经验？

人的记忆是永远无法删除的。无论好或坏，无论对或错。它们一辈子都敢随着你，不由得你选。虽然说我的过去造就了现在的我，让我过着现在所过的日子。但是，倘若一切可以选择，我会希望自己的路是这样的吗？ 因为有你，我才会说现在的日子过得很好，才会说这是命运的安排。倘若没有你的出现，或许我会怨天尤人，更加觉得一切是那么地不公平。可是，我好担心未来。一切，一切都是未知，万一某一天，我成为你的负担怎么办？我真的好累。

如果你知道我所担心与顾虑的理由，请不要到处“宣扬”。。。这是我的隐私，我有权力选择对象诉说，所以希望你不要未经我同意就将事情告知他人，因为这么做是对我的不尊重。

School has started, and alot of assignments came flooding in... it is really overwhelming lol..

on a brighter note, went shopping with deary at Orchard today after lesson... he bought a doraemon laptop bag for me! haha love it lots... and i got ourselves couple hp pouches lol.. happy~~ hehe after that i went hougang swimming with mummy.. now im home, watching the Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony. Everything was great, esp the performance with all the huge number of performers... right now, each participating countries' atheletes are marching in... its taking a long time, quite boring so here i am...

well, shall be going to sleep soon, as i woke up early... and ya, today is the last day my bro's GU3400R Nissan is with us.. haha so i woke up early to help him drive it to the car dealer then he sent me to school... he must be happy to get a new car, though its 2nd hand lol...

Watchted Money No enough at PS on thur, it was funny and touching at the same time... a great show, typical of Jack Neo's movie... it brought back memories of the Money No Enough 10 years ago.. it really touches the hearts of Singaporeans..



It was a great day yesterday, 2nd August...
Watched Dark Knight at Suntec.. it was a show with great plot... Went onto the flyer yesterday also ^_^ and it happens to be NDP preview so we got to view fireworks! though not on the flyer, but still get a great view of the fireworks.. and the view on flyer was great, we had a chance to view both day and night scenery cos we went onboard around 7+... haha after that we had chocolate fondue at Marina square Chocz... it was nice, but the portion is more like for 4 persons lol... Really enjoyed myself with Deary yesterday :D

school's reopening tomorrow.. had a five-day week this sem.. though each day only had an average of 3 hours lessons..

time really flies, its lunar seventh month again..