This isn't a good week.. although am not as busy as last week, but am more troubled cos of 2 issues......

Long weekend ahead since no lessons on mon.. but doesn't have the 'holiday mood' cos i guess there's too much on my mind that everything else became of less importance... for the past 2 days, nothing gets registered in my brain during lessons, things doesn't taste the same as before.. seems that everything isn't the same again.. haiz but the problem isn't something that can be solved easily.... i dunno if i should place others before me or place myself before others.. i really dunno... why can't life be simpler??

也许，是大家都无法放下自己的执着，都想要最理想的。为什么事情就不能有个两全其美的办法？为什么一定要有一方妥协？

也许，是我们都还不够成熟，应该多等几年吧。好痛心，因为善意的举动，换来的却是无穷的烦恼以及他人的误解······是因为我的“多事”所以才会这样，那我岂不是咎由自取的？