today woke up at 11... wanted to go cca orientation de, bt sleep till so late... haha... den went hougang shop awhile den take bus to bedok lo... wanted to buy the pair of shoes one, bt so sad, no more stock le... shd buy it the other day... =(
haiz... so useless of mi, didn manage to collect any essays from the prcs.... they juz dun reply my sms n dun pick up my phone... sehz... becos of this, my five juniors had to write essays on the spot to make up for the essays tat i din manage to collect... am so apologetic, bt wat can i do when the teacher juz wan to do so? from the smses he sent, can see tat they're bu shuang tat they have to write on the spot lo.. i mean, its realli quite unreasonable lo... haiz... bt too bad la, i cant help them.... blame it on my poor relationship with the prcs lo... tat they dun care bout mi at all... sadz... haiz... bt cant blame them also la... i caused them trouble also.. haiz...

realli regret tat i never go back to help out at the orientation, maybe cos i dunno hw to explain to the teachers tat im nt goin back to nj? hahah... i mean sumtimes, nt everything can be said to everyone rite?

anyway, had a long chat with a fren juz nw.. actually nt realli long la, juz tat started smsing in afternoon lo, den gt chat on msn also... wanted to tell the truth one.... bt still hold back, still dun hav the courage...

anyway, juz realised tat sumtimes u'll feell veri comfortable when toking to sumone bt nt others... ya... thinking of it, feel realli comfortable when toking tot tat person (nt tat fren mentioned in last para)... haha... the status is so much apart, bt juz no barrier... haha...

well, tink bout alot of tings today... lots of things has happened in the past yr... realised tat my bonds with my frens had strenghten, n we r more close... bt tings tat happened also made us apart in sum ways... haiz... to sum up, tis is wat i feel of myself these few mths : 这些日子来，我并没有看透，也不曾想通。我不过是在逃避，并且尽量不让自己回忆罢了。。。