Sunday, February 06, 2005

recalling.....

woke up bout an hour's ago... last nite help mum cut n cook the popiah fillings... every year onli help cut the ingredients, bt tis yr i help her cook also... den shun bian tou shi.. lol.. yupz.. den cook till 3am... cos we start cutting last nite 11+pm... ya den juz now woke up le eat.. so nice... tink my aunties gonna come n eat.. lol..

had sum dreams last nite.. veri sweet dreamz... bt regret nt reading tat letter in the dream... onli read the last half of it... bt its a realli nice feeling though cant realli recall wat the dream is about... felt much beta these 2 days, maybe cos i keep myself occupied with tings... n dun let my thoughts wandered about... bt sumhow, im still afraid... realli afraid tat tis year's cny will be diff from previous years... hope tat it wun... bt perhapz it'll be different in the way tat i've grown up through so much traumatic experience tat i had in the year of monkey? nw hoping tat the rooster yr will blessed mi with gd luck..

sumhow, tis seems like a chained reaction? everyting is sort of linked together... n tis will in turn affect my choices n my results...

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