Treated Papa and Mama dinner at Bedok 511 hawker on Mon night.. ordered quite alot of food, like bah cho mee, cha kway tiao, wu xiang and satay.. After that went for tjc library camp with Sihui, Rafizah and Christine. Had bbq, which was rather quiet as the turn out is quite low.. Then played the night games with them, the 'treasure hunt' or 'night explorer' as they called it, and the candle game! Both games were tradition games passed down years after years.. It was real fun running around the school with them, searching for the strips of papers.. and the candle game was fun also, but not as fun as last year... Stayed over in the lib and met wanying after breakfast on tues to collect our SGC and A level cert.. Well, my cert didn't have any annotation that i took my papers under special arrangements, which is good as others will not know! But it doesn't really make any difference.. anyway, went to watched Shrek 3 with wanying afterthat at Princess.. it was a nice and funny show, though i fell asleep for a while during the show.. was just too tired as i only slept for 2 hours during the camp.. haha went for driving after that.. luckily after the short nap in cinema i don't feel that tired.. will be going into circuit the next lesson, which cost an additional $18, hopefully i'll have enough money until i collect my next tuition fee..

Woke up at 10 today to go punggol plaza and get ingredients for chicken rice! Reached home at around 11 and start cooking! Papa and mama say its nice! haha am so happy my first attempt for cooking chicken rice turns out rather ok.. Sis also said that its nice.. i would say that the chilli and chicken is rather up to standard, but the rice is not very nice, like not fragrant enough.. shall ask shifu for more pointers next time... next im going to try cooking bah kut teh, shifu also taught me how to cook, it sounds simple enough, hopefully it turns out nice.. It feels nice to be able to cook something for family, perhaps cos i love cooking.. haha but my mum also dun want me to go into her kitchen and always reject my help unless during chinese new year when too many people are coming..

Happy Birthday Papa! May you always be healthy and happy!

Kor treat us to dinner at Bedok today, then we went bedok interchange Sheng Shiong and bought some groceries.. its surprising that my mum will want to buy things there, cos she always say that the things there are not as good as ntuc's, although its cheaper..

Papa just went polyclinic for checkup yesterday.. and it seems that his condition is not getting any better.. hopefully he'll try to control his diet and dun eat so much salty and sweet food.. anyway, i guess alot of things in life is predestined.. how much we have, how long we'll live is all fated.. i used to believe in 人定胜天, but after so many things happened to me and my family during the past 3 years, i think its all fated.. though i know that there are still things that i need to work hard for, but sometimes, i think even if we work hard at something, we may not attain the results we deserve due to other uncontrollable reasons like falling sick at the wrong time.. just as shifu said, he could have won first prize of toto if not for his wife.. i mean, it is this kind of experience that let us know that which is actually more important to you.. family or money? health or results?

Hoping for the best... of cos i am not going to sink myself into depression just becos of what that had happened, but somehow i just will feel depressed, cos of certain remarks by people who doesn't know the actual situation.. i understant that 不知者无罪, but sometimes it hurts.. but i believe im coping well, and am learning to cope with it even better.. undesired things can also make us learn..