went to watch Surf's Up with mama yesterday after driving.. circuit still not very good, sianz... drove to bedok then have dinner with parents at the mixed rice stall that we used to patronise when we were staying in bedok.. the food there is still so nice.. haha.. Surf's Up rather good, as in its a cartoon meant for children so as usual there's this moral behind the movie, which is to ask people to never give up... love penguins.. haha the 3 little ones are cute... im going to make cheese cake soon.. and also alot of other things i want to do like learning to cook more nice dishes..

tuition this morning for bryen, was helping him with his chinese then i realise that perhaps im still better at teaching chinese than other subjects... and yupz, i've made up my mind to go into nie to teach chinese.. though engineering is also my passion, but sometimes, we live not only for ourselves and there're also physical constraints... afterall, its still my own body.. moreover, i heard that engineering is one of the toughest course to study and its also not easy to be engineer esp civil engineer.. im not saying that being a teacher is easy, but just that there're different aspects to every job and it depends on which angle i look at it.. and its just like getting a phone.. for example a walkman phone is equally good as a cybershot phone, but it all depends on which one caters to your need more, music or camera? im trying to say that 我们选择某种事物，也许是因为它好，但也有可能是因为在相比之下，另一件事物较不适合自己。what i want is different from what i can do.. 我想要，并不代表是在我的能力范围之内。。。无论如何，都要感谢那些曾给予我宝贵意见的人。

anyway, had a bad dream last nite... hmm perhaps thats what people say 日有所思，夜有所梦。well, i guessed that should anything happen to me, my family are the ones who'r more sad and worried instead of myself...................